Wednesday, February 21, 1996
I am like 15 years old and I just never had the desire to be "normal". I play the role of someone who is normal but then I day dream about strange concepts, weird (don't worry nothing sexual) fantasies and obsessions. I always have obsessions. I have tried to turn my creativity and emotions into seeking god in religion, or into just having my obsessions and inspirations but I really can't see living a normal life. Honestly I would have to say that lady gaga is an influence for me. I would like to sing and stuff but im not sure, I just don't know how to express my somehow creative side without dressing crazily or doing anything radical. What should I do?
Answer on I don't know what I want to do with my life.?
That is why people say that one should keep a mentor to guide. Please, therefore, select a mentor of your own choice and take guidance from him. Select only an elder person from among your near and dear friends or relatives, who is wise, knowledgeable and kind. Don't select a stranger. This is suggested as a matter of precaution.